Blog Your Blessings Sunday - For My Daughter

Without going into any undue detail which would violate my daughter’s privacy, she is in a dark place right now.  I cannot imagine my world without her in it.  Life before her is just a memory.  She seems to always consider herself in her sister’s shadow, she seems to worry about who is my favorite.  I do not have a favorite ….

She seems to be envious of her sister’s “special” birth in that we nearly lost her.

But my eldest (who we shall be working on a new name for as typing “Miss Angst” is suddenly painful) always seems to forget that she is my first child.  She is the one who transformed me from a woman into a mother.  There is nothing her sister can ever do to outshine that.

I love her beyond words and wish more than anything that I could take her pain away.

So today, my prayer is for one of the greatest blessings in my life to find her way back to the light.

So Mote It Be

Kelly

Everybody Hurts

When the day is long and the night, the night is yours alone,
When you’re sure you’ve had enough of this life, well hang on.
Don’t let yourself go, everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes.

Sometimes everything is wrong. Now it’s time to sing along.
When your day is night alone, (hold on, hold on)
If you feel like letting go, (hold on)
When you think you’ve had too much of this life, well hang on.

Everybody hurts. Take comfort in your friends.
Everybody hurts. Don’t throw your hand. Oh, no. Don’t throw your hand.
If you feel like you’re alone, no, no, no, you are not alone

If you’re on your own in this life, the days and nights are long,
When you think you’ve had too much of this life to hang on.

Well, everybody hurts sometimes,
Everybody cries. And everybody hurts sometimes.
And everybody hurts sometimes. So, hold on, hold on.
Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. (repeat & fade)
(Everybody hurts. You are not alone.)

10 Responses to “Blog Your Blessings Sunday - For My Daughter”

  1. I will light a candle for her.

    Love and light,
    MoonStorm~

  2. Hey’lo

    You don’t know me, but I just found my way to your blog by way of my own (I’d added you to my blogroll a while ago then forgot to check in here).

    (((((HUGS to you and your daughter)))))

    I’ve just been through a rather rough patch myself, depression, anxiety…suicidal…the whole works. I know how it is, and I know how much it sucks. I don’t know that I can be any help, but, if you ever need to talk feel free to drop me a line. I just wanted you to know I’m thinking of you both.

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  4. Thank you MoonStorm and Danmara for your thoughts and energies. Just knowing that there are people out there thinking of us helps me keep going.

    Blessings to you both!

  5. When my son was in a similar place, I wrote a letter to him. I told him how important he was to me and that sometimes I did not show it.

    I told him how hard it was to quit giving advice and to start letting him make his own mistakes.

    I told him I would always be his biggest fan.

    Sometimes, it is hard to say the right things. Perhaps you want to write them?

  6. I just came across your site through Entrecard today. The goddess seems to work in mysterious ways.

    I have been going through a really rough patch. My health has been failing. And its just hard to get by since my mom passed away. Seeing how much you care about your daughter helped me to feel that love that I once felt with my mom.

    Thank you so very much!

    Brightest of blessings to you and your daughter. And don’t worry. Even though outwardly she may not show that she completely understands, but I know from experience that she does. I used to fight tooth and nail with my mom. She used to say I didn’t understand her and I used to say she didn’t understand me. I think the main problem was that we were so much alike that we just never realized it until I was much older.

  7. Big hugs to both you and Ms. Special.

    You are both in my heart and prayers.

  8. CyberCelt

    What a lovely idea. Thank you for sharing it!

    Wakela Runin

    I am so sorry to hear of your health issues and of the loss of your mom. I am glad to know that somehow I was able to channel some of my love for my daughter to you as well. Be blessed!

    Sky

    Thank you so much for that. It is because of the prayers and white light heading our way that I am surviving this.

    Love to all of you

    Kelly

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